A few years ago some painful experiences occurred and I made the decisions to step off the moving train that was my life. I was a young mom, I was tired, I was burnt out on trying to deal with others judgments. We had just moved and for once it was quiet and I was free from expectations of others.
The longer I stayed there, the less interested I was in relationships. One day I realized I had no friends and I didn't even care. I had let negativity be my norm. I had been holding on to past wrongs and not forgiving. I had been damaging myself through negative thoughts. Even though I didn't care, I knew I needed to change. I knew it wasn't right. I wasn't happy. I wasn't fulfilled. It took awhile to turn that ship around but I started making small positive changes! I started reading personal development and I started caring for my body. It wasn't easy to rewire my thoughts and behaviors but it changed my life. We are meant for daring and adventure and fulfillment! We are meant for relationships and connection. I've had to learn to recognize healthy thoughts and behaviors from myself and others. I've had to insist that those on my inner circle are people that uplift and encourage me as I seek to uplift and encourage. Life is still hard but now it's a joy! I'm working hard at the right things with the right people beside me. Be daring! Be decisive! Forge your path and make conscious decisions about who you want on that path with you! Growing is a daring feat but it's worth every second of the effort! ❤️#weareconquerors
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Author"And Aubrey was her name. A not so very ordinary girl or name."(Or so says David Gates ;) I'm a wife to Phillip, a mother to Scarlett and Juliet. We live in the beautiful city of Thornton, Co. I'm a recovering red bull addict. I love to read. I hate to cook. I seek to be inspired and also to inspire others. I am a Beachbody Coach on a quest to be truly healthy mind, soul, and body and challenge others to do the same. Archives
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